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i want to go back to two years ago and subtract a few people.
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[11 Dec 2004|03:15pm] |
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i wish everything would just fall into place already.
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[28 Jun 2004|09:40pm] |
i want to become an alcoholic,
and watch strangers with candy all day.
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[22 Feb 2004|07:46am] |
tonight was beautiful. first jons surprise party which got a big surprise and was a lot of fun. then just about everywhere. last night/this morning we went crazy and watched the exorcist then half way through decided to take a walk around the neighborhood thinking it would be a little scary and we made the love mobile and saw crazy/weird/rad/interesting things.
this walk on it's own gets it's own paragraph because i can't even describe it. at first we thought we were all like weird because it was 5 people just walking down the middle of the street arm in arm in the rain. then we were like whoa this is surreal i bet we're in a dream. soon our dream turned into the breakfast club and we each got our own personality. we would look down at the street and it would look like shattered ice, we would look at the ground and see long leaves and think they were extremely long worms, we would look at houses and point out the creepy ones and the one's that just didn't fit in, then we found the most amazing object ever. a fucking tree. there was a light behind it and no leaves and water was just dripping perfectly from it. it kept going around with little branches to fill in the holes exactly like a spiderweb. we just starred at it for at least 15 minutes looking at it in all the different lighting angles. we could've walked like that forever but decided it was time to take the road home. we haven't yet figured out why we came home and the reason for going was so far from what was happening. i think that walk bonded us together as "friends" and we still can't get over that it was a dream. but it WAS. who knows what, ok we figured it out. as soon as we walked out of the house i said "we need to go dream catch georgettes room like we said." and thats exactly what we did on our walk. we caught all her dreams and turned them into our reality. we owned the world during that time. nobody was anywhere near us. no one was in the world. no one was in our dream. except that one car. it was just there but at the same time it was trying to escape. leave us alone. it drove by so fast we thought we were going to die. our hearts raced. i'm the "anemic" one and i not ONCE felt the least bit cold even thought we were only wearing sweaters in the rain at 3 in the morning. we were warm. we kept each other warm. i don't think anything will ever scare me anymore, i saw the world. it was infinite the road kept going, we didn't want to stop, we're doing it AGAIN.
then we came back and went on a baking spree and made jello and brownies then finished the exorcist. we analyzed it so well that i don't think it will give me nightmares anymore. laura's room was very interesting to say the least. and it all felt pretty perfect.
me, laura, paul/kinda, and mark all pulled all nighters.
next weekened is going to be 1,000,000 times better if possible.
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[16 Feb 2004|11:39am] |
this weekend was really incredibly awesome, especially that one person and minus that other person. =)
mmmmm.
whoa i am the sickest person alive.
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[31 Oct 2003|03:13pm] |
fuck people and screwing you over.
fuck having 2 bad days in a row.
fuck not having any cigarettes.
and also...
fuck you.
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yes first entry. well today was alright, my religion teacher needs to die. so then after school my dad forgot about me and then when i called him he said you told me that you didn't need a ride today and that you would call me if you did. which was all a lie so i got a ride home from pardis and her very nice sister. after that its 3 o clock and i was hungry so i was making a hotdog and then jenny calls and says were going to see harry potter at 3:15 instead of 7:45. ive never eaten so fast or been in that big of a rush. so i changed and then i walked to the amc. i liked it a lot better than the first one and after we saw andrew and stephen in the line for the 7:45 show we told them we already saw it and they get mad at us?? who knows why and then we keep on walking and we see jamie and branden, then caitlin then leave. i got dropped off now im bored. tomorrow i have soccer and then nothing in the night. call me if you want to do something.
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